Attempting Life

I am attempting the life.
I am trying.
I am trying to become a better person . I am trying to become best version of myself. I am working on my myself. Sometimes I want to run, later I just want to walk. As I walk , the roads are getting more wide and thus dilemmas are increasing. Choices are clear but confusions are deepening. Hey there! I am just a person with some dreams, hope and aspirations.

Thousands of TV channels are available but why we watch some handful of them?
We want to explore every channel but still our heart sticks with few of them.Why?
We have very important works to do but when someone play our favorite movie or song we want to stop the time and enjoy that moment. Why?
When any song lyrics says your feelings precisely why it becomes your favorite song?
In multiple choice questions, only one answer is correct but we feel it's more than one. Why?
In dark everything just became disappear even big trucks are only judged by their headlights then why we stop in the dark times? Does the truck(problem) got bigger or we get confused that is it a truck or just a scooter( big problem or small one)?

Answers are pretty obvious of every question but still for one second you felt perplexed about their reasoning. We are decision makers. We decide every single thing in our life. From our favorite TV serial to songs, from reading this blog to updating our status. Beside that, some simple questions are enough to confuse our mind and change our decisions.

So, the possible answers of above questions can be - it's our choice, we want to check everything so that we don't miss any blockbuster thing. We live for our pleasure and important work feels like a burden on shoulder so just to get relax we want to freeze the time and live some happy moments. And if someone's  word matches your emotions then nothing else can define your thoughts better than those lyrics. Of course, life is not very straight it has its own flaws that's why there are trick questions.You have to choose which is best option in everything after all it will give you lead in life exam. Size of any problem is just our conception because when we see it through different angle and light (suppose in darkness) then all size are same either it is big or small.

So, just like hard questions came first then followed by its explanations we get lost in between those question's harder parts but still we try to do them, fight those tougher parts so that we get prepared for every hard battle no matter which level of difficulty we will get in our next chapter of life. Thus, keep trying and fighting as in end you might become bestest version of yourself because if it doesn't challenge you, it won't change you.